.assalamualaykum.

nite.
it's now about 01.03 am at Jakarta.

i'm in my room, with the sleeping Lola.
and i don't know what to do.
so i start to type this.

okay.
now, i really don't know what to say.

i just want to tell you that this is the 'funniest' trip i ever have.
start from my teacher, my SENSATIONAL teacher, my rivals, my new friends, my room.
everything.

i'm sorry i can't tell you what exactly what happened with us, here.
but that was 'TOO FUNNY' to be remembered.

YAA ALLAH.

that's perfectly rite that 'RODA KEHIDUPAN TERUS BERPUTAR'

FYI, last year, maybe you know, that the National 1st Winner for Debate
and also article competition are from MAKASSAR.

for BOTH OF THE CATEGORIES OF COMPETITION.

but what just happened?

From 1-1, we turned to 9-10 !

CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?!

i still can't believe.

Let me let you understand.

Fisrt, A.Eka Murti, our friend from Smunel, is the South Sulawesi 1st winner
for article competition. she was reeaally great!

but what she got here?
she fell down too far!
till none of us can think more HOW it happened, while we keep looking at
the great Eka.

she brought herself great enough (more than enough).
we still thought that at least, she can go to the grand final.
but in fact, she couldn't. she didn't pass.
and ALL OF US of course feel CONFUSED.

WHY?!
WHY EKA COULDN'T BE THE WINNER?!

while we never saw anyone else better than her.
so, we CAN'T accept that until NOW.

Second, is about our debate.
which i wanna say, that that was VEEERYYY dissapointed.

i don't know.
but you can ask to EVERYONE who saw the debate.

okay, to avoid GIBAH in my blog, i won't talk about someone specifically
and what he/she had done.

in my point of view, our rivals in Makassar are better MUCH than here.
i didn't say that our rivals here aren't good enough.
but FYI, we didn't feel the 'debate' itself in Jakarta.
it looked like "WHO FASTEST WHO GET" competition.
and i was..
.. so SAD.

hmm.
so we didn't win.
BUT!
you have to know, that WE can't accept that our Rivals from M, B, and Bd
did't be the big 3.
THEY WERE VVVEEERRRYYY GGGRRREEEAAATTT !!!
COOL!
But NONE OF THEM BE THE BIG 3.
once again, we CONFUSED.

and you know, I LOVE (SOO) EVERYTHING we talked about in the debate before,
in Makassar.
why?

bcause we were given much chanCe to explain our arguments.
but here, i don't know exactly what they wanted!
it seems like everything we do are going to be WRONG.


Now, with much of dissapoinment but 'ALHAMDULILLAH', i end this post.
i just don't know what to do in this early morning.

.wassalamualaykum.

PS:
hai Prins !
i heart you.
never end.
congratulation clock half three morning :D