assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

just feel empty tonight.

here it is.
Zee Avi with BITTER HEART.



sun rays come down as seen
when they hit the ground,
children spinning around
till they fall down down down

I wait for you,
it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.

I rest my case
you are always this late,
And you know how much
I hate waiting around 'round 'round

Bitter heart, bitter heart
tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart
shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart,
my bitter heart is gettin’ just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

And then you come and tell me the same reason
as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum,
doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum,
da da da da dum, da da da da dum,
da da da da dum.

Bitter heart, bitter heart
tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart
shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart,
my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine,
of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine


*sigh
well i'm not gonna make this more bitter.
it hurts me enough till this second.
promises never make things better.
they just come for a while, than run, look back, and laugh at us.
except for those who put their promises in bloods.
i swear they spend their life doing their promises.

i really wanna be one of them.
but believe me, suicide is much much much easier than realize promises.

i keep trying and never want to stop.
there are too much things in this world that push us to make promises.
you know, nature always helps us.
we just never recognize it.

*terlalu jauh keluar dari jalur curhatan*

i miss you.

it needs many words before been said.
i never feel missing too much like this before.
i'm waiting =)
come back HOME please.

wassalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.